Losing You

I have been waiting for this for as long as i could remember. I was so happy when it came, couldn't believe it at first. I wanted this to last FOREVER. The something fucked up had to happen and ruin it. Just so they could get what they wanted, but it didn't fully work in their favor. The only thing that happened was that i lost you. Don't know why someone who would pull a gun on me more than once, would want to do that. No matter what i was doing you were always on my mind. Still until this day you are all i think of. I said it to myself that i would make sure that if you came back into my life, i would cherish it. I guess i didn't work my hardest to do that. Now that it's gone and does not look like its coming back. I don't want no one else. I will never love anyone else like i love you. This is so crazy how this all happened, why did it have to happen and end this way. I can't believe the turning of events that have taken place. This is so hard to deal with, i cry every day and every night trying to figure this out. I can be sitting on the bus, at work or just laying in my room all i do is cry. I try to hide it but no matter how i try, i have to cry. Every time i think of you chills run down my spine. i never thought i would feel this way about anyone and my i don't know my heart can take it any more. But i know i will always have this feeling for you. I love you and you will always have a place in my heart. I hope that we can work things out and go back to when things were good.